Dreams

It is official, I have my GED. Graduation is on May 7th, but I'm not really sure if I want to walk or not. It seems like a lot of effort... lots of people, rehearsals, standing for so long. So I might just find away around having to walk in the graduation. I think I'm more excited about being able to get a job and put away money for Burning Man in 2017. It's such a huge accomplishment to finally have my GED.

Lately it seems like all I can think about is babies. They are all over my dash and feed. Seriously. Like its gotten to the point where I just keep dreaming about little babies. I think a lot of it stems from being away from my family. I miss Jamie and Jake a whole lot. Those babies are the cutest thing ever. It's pretty hard being away from my family. I think it's going to be even harder after the move to Oregon. But it will be okay. I have Gavin and Kita.

I'm scared of Oregon.  Excited. Yes. Ready for a new beginning. Also yes. But terrified of moving away from home. It's nice that we are moving in the summer though. I'm excited for rain and trees. Nature fills my soul. Not so much hiking or running. But sitting under a tree sipping a cold drink. Laying in the sun for hours. Touching the green grass. Making flower crowns. Ahhh just the thought of it rests my heart so much. I think that's what I'm most excited about. The trees. The beach. That's where I wanna be.